starbucks, all-nighters, and ignorant missourians..

I'm drinking a soy chai latte from Starbucks and it is soooo goooodddd.
I haven't had Starbucks in such a long time. 

#funfact: I have a gold card at Starbucks. When I first moved to the SLC, I'd go there literally every day before work and buy a drink, and sometimes again after work. If I wanted Starbucks in Missouri I'd have to travel an hour and twelve minutes to St. Joseph.. There's one that's less than a five minute walk from here and one on 400 S that I pass daily. I couldn't help myself.

ANYWAY. Now it's Friday. Guess what I did last night!

I PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER!

Yay for college and not studying until the absolute last second!

I completely aced the final though. I'm so proud of myself. Third final I've aced this week. :')

Now I want to blog about something that's really been bothering me. Earlier in the week, I was browsing Facebook and I saw a status that started with "I don't like muslim people and I think their religion is stupid and flat out wrong."

So I'm like, hm.. I literally just took an exam over Islam and aced it, I don't recall it being stupid or flat out wrong. So I had to insert my opinion.. That's when shit hit the fan.

....They multiply then destroy and conquer? Are you freakin' kidding me? And to say that the religion is nothing like Christianity? Bullshit. BULLSHIT. I'd like to know where he got his information from because everything he's saying is wrong.

God. It makes me so mad sometimes to look at people from Trenton on Facebook. Everyone is so ignorant. I want to go back for the summer to be with my family, but I don't want to be surrounded like idiots like this guy.

Oh, and to top it off, Derek posted this picture on Facebook today:

And you'll never guess who left the first comment...

It just makes me so mad. I highly doubt either of them know anything about the Islam religion and yet they are both okay with bashing it. It's just not right. I don't go around hating on Christians and their beliefs because I don't share them. It's not appropriate. That's not something that human beings do. What the hell.

just so you know...

Just so you know, you don't have to read my blog if you don't want to. 

If you don't like the way I write, what I talk about, how boring I am, etc., then go somewhere else. Don't read my blog, then tell me, "Oh yeah, no offense, but Paul and Corinne's blogs are way better than yours." That's like me coming up to you and saying, "Hey, everything about your life is boring, you should probably never open your mouth again." I blog because I want to remember things that have happened in my life. I have a really terrible memory and if I don't write events down, I'll most likely forget that they ever happened. Unless its something huge like puking at a frat, those kinds of memories never go away. Ha.

I don't try to be funny in my blogs. I honestly don't care if my posts are boring. They're mostly for my reading pleasure, so if you don't like them, leave. I started this blog out of boredom last summer and if you check my posts from that time, they're all short and unexciting. I mostly posted about what clothes I'd like to have from Forever 21 and commercials I saw on TV and liked. I post those things because they're part of who I am. I want to be able to look back in a year or more and see how my clothing preferences have changed, or if I'm still into the same kind of music. 

This morning, I took and failed my Christianity exam like a boss. Then I invite everyone to lunch and I discover that today is "Be A Dick to Sam Day." First, Stu thinks its funny to joke about us breaking up. Then Paul starts in on how I have no friends. Its obviously a joke, and I understood that, but that's kind of a touchy subject for me. I lost all of my friends halfway through my senior year of high school. I spent every day until the end of May alone, listening to my ex-friends talk shit on me in classes we shared. So when people say "Sam has no friends," I fake a laugh and shrug it away as if I don't care. But I do. I start wondering if people actually do like me and if they would stand with me if I needed them, or if they would all decide to bail on me at the same instant and leave me alone and friendless again. I'm insecure. I have absolutely no self-confidence. So statements like that hurt.
Basically, my day has sucked so far.

I'm heading off to work now.
I need to get away from the dorms and clear my head.

ugh

Classes end April 27.
Finals are April 29-May 5.
Classes start back up on August 22.

That's almost four months I have to spend in Missouri. That's right, folks. I get to spend my summer in that beautiful, wonderfully magnificent state in the midwest people call Missouri.

I'M IN A RAGE

I'M IN A RAAAAGGEEEE

THIS IS THE MADDEST I'VE EVER BEEN